Which Art in Heaven
The vitality of prayer lies largely in the vision of God that prompts it.
Drab thoughts of God make prayer dull. (Could this be your problem?) A book was once published with the title Great Prayers of the Bible: the mark of great prayers, in the Bible or elsewhere, is that they express a great awareness of a great God.
The invocation of God in the Lord’s Prayer draws us into just such an awareness.
“Our Father” speaks of the quality and depth of God’s love to Christ’s people—all the sustained care and concern that a perfect father could show. “Which art in heaven” sets before us the fact that our divine Father is great—eternal, infinite, almighty: thus it makes us realize that God’s love is unchanging, unlimited, unconquerable in its purpose, and more than able to deal with all the needs we bring when we pray. Prayer shaped and supported by thoughts like this will not be dull
Heaven
Since God is spirit, “heaven” here cannot signify a place remote from us which he inhabits. The Greek gods were thought of as spending most of their time far away from earth in the celestial equivalent of the Bahamas, but the God of the Bible is not like this. Granted, the “heaven” where saints and angels dwell has to be thought of as a sort of locality, because saints and angels, as God’s creatures, exist in space and time; but when the Creator is said to be “in heaven” the thought is that he exists on a different plane from us, rather than in a different place. That God in heaven is always near to his children on earth is something which the Bible takes for granted throughout.
Worship
Knowledge of God’s greatness should both humble us (cut us down to size!) and move us to worship. The Lord’s Prayer was meant to teach us, not just to ask for things, but also to worship God for all that he is, and thus to hallow his name in our own hearts. Angels and saints in glory worship God as Father (Ephesians 3:14 ff.), and so on earth must we.
Knowing that our Father God is in heaven, or (putting it the other way round) knowing that God in heaven is our Father, is meant to increase our wonder, joy, and sense of privilege at being his children and being given the “hot line” or prayer for communication with him. “Hot line” it truly is, for though he is Lord of the worlds, he always has time for us; his eye is on everything every moment, yet we always have his full attention whenever we call on him. Marvelous! But have we really taken it in? It merits much thought, and there are two roads along which our minds can travel in order to grasp it properly.
Either: think first of God’s greatness, as the infinite and eternal Creator who “dwells in unapproachable light” (1 Timothy 6:16), apparently remote. Think of Solomon’s question, “Will God dwell indeed with man on the earth? Behold, heaven and the highest heaven cannot contain thee … ” (2 Chronicles 6:18). But then think of what is in effect God’s reply to Solomon: “Thus says the high and lofty One who inhabits eternity, whose name is Holy: ‘I dwell in the high and holy place, and also with him who is of a contrite and humble spirit … ’” (Isaiah 57:15). And then remind yourself that this promise finds its deepest fulfillment when God becomes the Father of insignificant sinful mortals like us, sinners who are contrite in repentance and humble in acknowledging their ill-desert and fleeing by faith to Jesus for refuge. For this awesome, holy, transcendent God stoops down in love to lift us up from the gutter, so to speak, brings us into his family, gives himself to us in unstinting fellowship, and thus enriches us forever.
Or: think of God’s fatherhood, and then remind yourself that he is “in heaven” (a “heavenly” Father, as we say); which means that he is free from all the limitations, inadequacies, and flaws that are found in earthly parents, and that his fatherhood, like all his other relationships, is from every standpoint absolutely ideal, perfect and glorious. Dwell on the fact that there is no better father, no parent more deeply committed to his children’s welfare, or more wise and generous in promoting it, than God the Creator.
Let your thoughts move to and fro like an accelerating pendulum, taking ever wider swings. “He’s my Father—and he’s God in heaven; he’s God in heaven—and he’s my Father! It’s beyond belief—but it’s true!” Grasp this, or rather, let it grasp you; then tell God what you feel about it; and that will be the worship which our Lord wanted to evoke when he gave us this thought-pattern for the invocation of the One who is both his Father and ours.
J.I.Packer
Prayer brings heaven to earth…
this declaration, that I’m addressing the Eternal where He lives has always stopped me - I have to confess to Him, “Lord, I don’t know **where** heaven is.” But it’s where His throne is and by adoption in Jesus Christ’s name, I’m there calling God, ‘Father!’
…even if **I** don’t know where I am.
most of my sense of heaven comes from the book of Revelation - it’s a serious and a glorious place…that much I know.
praying
Our nephew’s wife has an aggressive form of MS. There is a remarkable procedure that has been going on in Italy that is virtually healing those with MS. The family has submitted Tiffany’s name to be one of those selected for the procedure. Please pray that could happen as she has been through much as described below by our nephew’s mother. Allan
Tiff has had virtually no relief for the past 2 1/2 years and is not doing well. Her MS is progressing rapidly. She was recently started on a new treatment plan, IV Immunoglobulin therapy and Avonex injections every 10 days. She has failed all other treatments. She started out on the Avonex initially, but it didn’t do much for her. They are hoping the combination of that and the immunoglobulin will help.
I want to give you my sincere thanks for all of your prayers for them. You will never know how much it means to me.
Lord Jesus, lifting up with Erunner, his nephew’s wife for a merciful blessing - a miracle. Thank You, Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Thank You.
Allan, praying here as well. Praying for this new procedure to be a possibility and open the way to a life free of pain and all that goes with MS.
We’ve been praying for me to get a job by this end of this month and so far, that hasn’t happened. But…I have been getting some good feedback about my skillset etc. There’s just a bit of a back log due to the economy. Projects aren’t starting up yet, and HR folks are flooded with resumes.
Anyway, on Thursday I heard from a guy that worked for me on my last project. He said he was in touch recently with a gal we used to work with who is heading up a new 7 year project with the same client (differnt site)
This woman and I had some very deep and meaningful discussions about life the last few weeks of my time on the project. She tried very hard to keep me on the project, but on her team. My company at the time, refused to cooperate about how much my hourly rate would be or about how much I would charge in expenses. Essentially, their greed and lack of creative problem solving cost me a position there.
Anyway, she’s in the planning phase of this project and is maybe looking for people to be on her team.
I’m going to call her tomorrow, even though I’m really nervous about it. I HATE feeling like a beggar who only keeps in touch with people when I need something (even though, in some ways that’s true)
She’s amazing and can manage huge projects better than anyone I’ve ever seen. I’d love to work for her and know I’d do well because I have a huge amount of respect for her.
Also, getting on with her would be a huge relief because I wouldn’t have to “prove” myself the way newbies always do. Lots of pressure off at that point.
Anyway, I’d really like to ask for prayers that there would be a place for me on that team and that I could get through the conversation without being too nervous.
Thanks…
Thinking on Our Father who art in Heaven…I like what Psalm said about it being a serious and glorious place.
CS Lewis talked about joy being the serious business of heaven.
There is something staggering about God being in heaven, and the swing to him being our Father…and the swing to God being Immanuel.
Advent…and anticipation.
Quiet our hearts, Father. Make them still.
Let us hear and look and catch a glimpse of that moment of anticipation…
of the coming of not imaginary bliss
or of the toys that will bring delight, but fade.
or of the coming of even times of joy and merriment..
but that anticipation of a world torn and lost and in pain, and wondering…
could there be? Really be…
a Messiah.
Emmanuel.
God really here with us.
God in heaven. God here in our midst.
Stop us today, Father…get our attention, stir that anticipation. We know the story, we know the coming of the Messiah, but help us hear and sit with anticipation for awhile…let us catch our breath and remember how amazing this story is.
Advent. Ahhh….let it settle in our souls.
e-runner
london
praying
please pray for the officers whom were gunned down in Washington and for their families. They do have an apparent suspect and I hope he is captured before he / they hurt anyone else.
In light of the other more serious prayers, I feel sheepish asking for mine — but, it is something that is really bothering me. If you would pray for this, I would be most grateful– you have no idea.
OK… I have had severe endometriosis for the past 6 years. I have had surgery, procedures, medicines and various treatments — all with negligible success. The last treatment protocol my doctor put me on 6 months ago is by far, the very *worst* of them all. Not only has it given me massive, horrific migraines on a 4-5 times a week basis, but it has made me gain about 20 lbs.
I know — it is so incredibly aweful. 
I feel awful just typing the disgusting words. My doctor did explain that weight gain and migraines and nauseau are all side effects, but I didn’t have alot of options left.
2 weeks ago she took me off the treatment protocol, and THANK GOD the weight gain is melting off each day that passes!!! (Of course, it helps that I am very fitness-oriented and work out 1.5 hrs a day and eat healthy.
) My doctor said it will take about 2 months for my weight to return to pre-treatment levels.
I have been very, very, very sad and depressed about the weight gain, even though I know it’s only temporary and drug-based. In my teen years (before coming to Christ) I struggled with anorexia and was even hospitalized for it. Weight issues have always been important to me and intrinsically tied up with self-worth. Even as a 7 year old child I remember being on crash diets at slumber parties and being so depressed because i found 1/2 inch of belly fat on my stomach. I don’t like it when I gain any weight and so, needless to say, this 20 lb weight gain, even though temporary, is really unsettling to deal with. It makes me feel *very* ugly and like a second class person. I have come a long way since my anorexia issues 20 yrs ago, but there is still some residual left over that makes a person feel unworthy and ugly if they have any extra weight.
So my first request is that I would have a biblical perspective about all this. After all, I know people who have cancer (my friend Janey, for one) — and my problem is so insignificant compared to something like cancer. Endometriosis isn’t fatal — it’s just extremely painful. And I know the added weight will finish going away soon — I already see daily signs of it coming off.
But still, the fact that I have added weight is driving me up a wall and makes me feel so ugly and so disgusting and so unworthy. And it bothers me that God allowed this to happen — doesn’t He *know* I have “issues” with weight gain being tied up in self-worth??
Secondly, my doctor let me know Friday that pretty much the only option left for me is to have a full hysterectomy for the endometriosis. My last surgery was so horrific, I don’t want to undergo any more surgeries — the last time my surgery took much longer than anticipated since the endometriosis was all over my body, even attaching itself to my kidneys, bladder, colon, and various other organs, as well as lodged inside the ovaries.
It has pluses and negatives, and I don’t know what road to choose. There are other experimental protocols I could try, but the jury is out on them. And after what happened with this last treatment, I’m really leery.
Thank you for any prayers. Again I apologize for the minor-ness of this prayer request.
Hollie, praying for you. Erunner, praying for Emily.
Praying to our Mighty God, our loving Father, our Immanuel.
Love to you all.
E-Runner, praying for your nephew’s wife now…
London, praying for a job.
brian, for those officers…
Madison*Bella- for relief from endometriosis and struggles.
Lord, you are the Most High God. Nothing is too difficult for you. You are Alpha and Omega, help us to remember Who You are and to comprehend that we are your children.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oFtjr-WF7gs (Alpha and Omega song)
Dusty…I love the version of this song done by the woman who used to lead worship at Merritt Island Calvary….how is she doing? I know she was struggling with cancer.
Let’s spend some time in prayer today for our health needs, as they seem to be the urgent and dominant need before us again:
Holly Endometriosis, weight gain from treatment and her self-esteem that is tied to the weight gain. Pray for wisdom regarding surgery and other options as well.
Tiffany Erunner’s nephew’s wife who has an advanced MS. There is a new treatment procedure that they are trying to get her on the list for, one that has had great success in Italy. Pray for her to be able to have this treatment, and for relief from all that is tied to MS.
Seth Continue to pray for little Seth as he strengthens and grows and adjusts to his new liver…great praises for this little one!
John & Debbie Pray for John’s continued recovery from his accident, and for Debbie’s pain. Also continue to pray for them in regard to finances and taking care of Debbie’s needs and insurance.
Erunner’s Grandmother Continue to pray for her as she struggles with Dementia. Pray for all her family as they care for her…for understanding for one another and that they can all come together.
Nomans’ Grandfather He is in the midst of dementia, but also having strokes which are causing the deterioration to be more rapid. Pray for him, for Nomans’ mom who is in depression, and for Nomans who struggles from a distance wanting to be more help. Lift them all today.
Sarah’s mom She has Lewy Body Dementia and is rapidly digressing. Pray for mom, and for dad and siblings who are taking care of her.
Kevin Continuing to be sick, and waiting to hear results on if there is mold involved. Continue to pray for his healing, and for resolution regarding the mold with the school, etc.
I’ll update the other requests, especially for jobs and finances tomorrow, but felt like today might be good just to focus our prayers on health.
Linnea…really good to see you post.
Joining in prayer for all of the health needs. So many on the list seem so chronic…may God grant the strength to endure while He heals.
Thank you for keeping Tiffany and my Grandmother in prayer.
M*B, We should never have to justify posting a personal prayer request. I pray that God would lead you to the perfect solution for you.
Thanks *so* much Sarah, Nonnie, Linnea (what a pretty name). One thing I love so much about God and His people is that we can bring any request to Him, with other believers, and He *hears* us — no matter how shallow or small the request.
I’m sorry to read your mom has dementia — of all the latter stage illneses, I’ve always thought dementia and things like Alzheimers are the worst because they rob a person of their very personhood –their memories, experiences, etc. I will be praying for her, and all the other requests too.
Please add Michael too — he told me last night he thinks his hernia surgery may have to be repeated, and that he isn’t healing.
Thank you Erunner…I know it seems so vain and shallow to ask prayer about weight gain from drug treatment.
I want to be back to my normal weight, right now, not in 2 months!! I feel like half a person, like a terrible person, until things get back to normal.
One of my friends, a Christian, told me the other day that he is convinced from Scripture that it is totally unbiblical and “selfish” to ever ask prayers for oneself, and never ever to ask for anything not life-threatening. That it is OK if others pray for you, but not to ask yourself. (He went to seminary and is extremely intelligent and well-read.) I made a mental note not to ever ask him for any prayer!
M-bella -
I’m wondering if your seminarian friend has read Philippians 4:6-7, or Paul’s own prayer request in 1 Thess 5:25 where he specifically writes, “Brethren, pray for us,” or James’ close to his letter where he specifically tells people who are sick to call for the elders to let the elders pray over the sick person him/herself…i.e., the one who *requested* the prayer (James 5:14).
The claim that it’s unbiblical to ask prayers for yourself is ludicrous.
I’m not sure what he’d do with those verses.
His arguments were sort of convoluted, but were mainly along the lines that:
1: Jesus never asked prayer for Himself — and since we have the Holy Spirit and are being conformed to His image, the more spiritually mature you are, the less you pray for yourself or ask others for prayer.
32: Asking prayer for yourself indicates a preoccupation with oneself, when we are supposed to be occupied with others’ needs.
3: God knows what we need before we ask Him; it is the true believer who lives his life never asking for a thing for himself because God will keep him in perfect peace and perfect health, as he focues on prayer for others.
4: It is a lack of trust that causes us to ask God to help us — do we not believe God will help us without our asking?
5: Do not seek your own interests, but put the interests of others first.
I’m sorry….I’m sure I’m not paraphrasing it well, but the way this man talks, he can talk circles around the average person and make you end up feeling like you are lower than an earthworm if you ever ask God for any special prayer for yourself. It’s utterly “selfish.”
M-bella -
With due respect to your friend, he doesn’t know what he’s talking about. Even if he does sound smart while doing it.
Father, today we come before you aware of our weakness.
We have seen John and Debbie struggle for a long time, and sometimes I confess that I’ve grown weary in praying. I can’t imagine the strain on them to walk with daily pain and the stress of finances.
We’ve seen Michael struggle with health for a long time as well, and we continue to lift him.
We are seeing many who are aging and are seeing the decay of our physical bodies…and it is hard, and we want them healed.
These things can bear down on us and make it difficult sometimes to pray with ferver, and in those moments it is good to remember…
That baby Seth is kicking and squealing and laughing and playing at home and not in a hospital room. That he actually has a new liver when at times we wondered if he would be given that gift of life.
We praise You, Father….and we celebrate with the Fongs on this great and precious gift.
We remember that Kurt has been seizure free for over a year and a half after so many months of praying as mk and her family watched him suffering. We know that he may have surgery in his future, but for this long season of peace for them, we are truly grateful.
We praise You, Father…and celebrate with mk and Kurt and their family for this rest and healing.
We remember way back to praying for the pregnancy of baby Ted, who the drs thought would never survive more than a few hours if he made it to term. Now, 2 1/2 years old he brings laughter and delight and joy to our family. He is truly a gift.
We praise You, Father…and celebrate with my brother and our family that You created and brought this little boy to life.
We know You are able. We know You can heal, and we continue to pray that You will. We pray for Kurt, for Tiffany, for Debbie, for John, for Nomans grandfather and Erunner’s grandmother, for my mom, for Holly, for Kevin….we pray that You will heal.
As we wait for that healing, and as we continue to walk this path, we pray that You will be present in the times of pain and of silence. Even when we cannot hear You or feel You…confirm in our Spirit that You are present, and that Your care is greater than we can imagine.
Be with each of these who face these battles of health today…ease their pain if possible, heal them, Father, if possible, but in all things may they know the great grace and presence of their Father who cares for them.
M-bella -
Regarding the post you had over on the other thread where your friend insinuates we can get to a point that we never need to pray, I think that’s flatly unbiblical & probably borderline heresy (re: gnosticism).
One of the reasons James 5 is on my mind is because I just taught on it yesterday here in our own fellowship & over & over again the church is exhorted to pray. We’re to pray during times of suffering, celebration, sickness, and even during times of sin for restoration & reconciliation to God.
The New Testament abounds with exhortations to pray without ceasing - and even as the Lord Jesus tells us that our heavenly Father knows what we need before we ask Him, Christ still gives us a model prayer that specifically addresses the needs of our daily bread. The Old Testament also abounds with examples of prayer…that’s the primary theme of the book of Psalms, as David voices myriads of requests to God in all sorts of situations.
The Bible makes it plain that we are to pray…and that we are to pray often.
“Thank you Erunner…I know it seems so vain and shallow to ask prayer about weight gain from drug treatment.
I want to be back to my normal weight, right now, not in 2 months!! I feel like half a person, like a terrible person, until things get back to normal.”
M*B, I sensed you are in a lot of physical pain and that you may be facing a very real surgery? That’s more than legitimate. Given your history with Anorexia weight concerns are more than understandable.God has given you victory in this area. You are beautiful in His sight and having gained some weight will NEVER change that.
However, you also mentioned you work out 90 minutes daily.
God bless you Holly!
“IF” necessary you might want to talk with someone. I imagine doing my blog causes me to be so direct. I bring this up only out of concern for you. If I am off base feel free to tell me I’m all wet!
Mat 20:30 And, behold, two blind men sitting by the way side, when they heard that Jesus passed by, cried out, saying, Have mercy on us, O Lord, [thou] Son of David.
These men were praying to Jesus for help. So should we.
Your friend is very wrong.
Bless you today!
Holly,
Jesus went into the Garden of Gethsemane and told his disciples to pray. Then he went some distance away and poured out his heart in prayer to his Father. He prayed for others. He prayed for himself. He told others to pray.
Your friend is wrong on this one. I’m writing a book right now about prayer, because so many people misunderstand it. That’s the work of the enemy. He’s trying hard to confuse us so we won’t be in constant communion with our King and Commander. Your friend’s points seem logical on the surface…but boy are they ever wrong.
Erunner said –
** “I sensed you are in a lot of physical pain and that you may be facing a very real surgery?” **
A hysterecomy, if I can’t find some other treatment option. The endometriosis is absolutely agoning, excrutiating pain unless it is treated.
** “Given your history with Anorexia weight concerns are more than understandable.God has given you victory in this area. You are beautiful in His sight and having gained some weight will NEVER change that.” **
Thanks Erunner. My co-workers tell me that too, “you’re so pretty, Holly, a few extra pounds couldn’t EVER change that you’re gorgeous!” They are kind to say that, but in my mind, I only see uglyness because of the weight gain.
* “However, you also mentioned you work out 90 minutes daily.
“IF” necessary you might want to talk with someone. I imagine doing my blog causes me to be so direct.” **
Well, I do have a personal trainer I sometimes use…and it’s helping. Do you think I ought to be exercising more or something?
Tim,
Do you have your notes from your sermon on Sunday? I’d love to resd them (if available).
His Kid,
Your book sounds wonderful!! Would you share more? You bring up an excellent point about the devil trying to cloud the issue.
Just got word that I’ll probably be laid off or terminated today.
Oh Michael!!
God have mercy…on Michael and so many others in this same situation around us.
Praying for you Michael
M*B, You mentioned how unhappy you are with your appearance due to weight gain. You also mentioned working out 90 minutes daily.
Having battled Anorexia as you stated your comments concern me as an outsider. I would hate to see you slip into old anorexic habits. That is why I mentioned talking with someone. Maybe there is more work God desires to do in this area?? As I said I may be all wet but I couldn’t not bring this up. I hope you understand. God bless you Holly.
M-bella -
Sure…my notes are online at my blog. Click here for a direct link to Sunday’s notes.
Michael -
I’m so sorry to hear that. I’m praying now.
Yesterday was the beginning of Advent, and I thought it an appropriate time to post one of my favorite poems….in the midst of our darkness (and fog), in the midst of our struggles and even in the midst of our joys….let’s take some time to be caught by the wonder:
First Coming
by Madeleine L’Engle
He did not wait till the world was ready,
till men and nations were at peace.
He came when the Heavens were unsteady,
and prisoners cried out for release.
He did not wait for the perfect time.
He came when the need was deep and great.
He dined with sinners in all their grime,
turned water into wine. He did not wait
till hearts were pure. In joy he came
to a tarnished world of sin and doubt.
To a world like ours, of anguished shame
he came, and his Light would not go out.
He came to a world which did not mesh,
to heal its tangles, shield its scorn.
In the mystery of the Word made Flesh
the Maker of the stars was born.
We cannot wait till the world is sane
to raise our songs with joyful voice,
for to share our grief, to touch our pain,
He came with Love: Rejoice! Rejoice!
Michael…thoughts and prayers.
Hi Erunner,
I appreciate your kind concern, but, I am okay. I don’t need to talk to anyone (because I don’t have a problem). My only problem is this weight gain — and everything will be okay once I get *ALL* this drug out of myself and revert back to a normal weight!!
My anorexia was over 20 years ago and, as far as I know, I am all cured. I think I may have residual issues having to do with appearance = self worth/value to others, but I don’t starve myself to be thin anymore — I just want to get rid of this awful drug-induced weight gain. ;-( I just want to be a *normal* weight like I was a few months ago.
Nonnie, thank you.
Sarah … what a BEAUTIFUL Advent poem!! I love Advent. My favorite song is “O Come, O Come Emmanuel.”
Sarah petitioned, “Even when we cannot hear You or feel You…confirm in our Spirit that You are present, and that Your care is greater than we can imagine.” Amen
Lord Jesus, quiet our hearts and minds to see You. You became flesh and blood and opened the door between heaven and earth that Satan tries to keep shut. He’s bearing down on the folks posting here with so much force. It’s hard for our spirits to draw breath sometimes. But You can and You do ‘confirm’ Your presence to us as we go through. Praise Your Name, Lord Jesus Christ. Immanuel and King. Beautiful Savior. Beloved and only begotten son of God. We choose You and no matter how messy this war is now - we look for Your love and glory and Your promise of Your Day. What a joy!
Satan can only affect our flesh, but Lord we ask for mercy when our flesh and our minds are troubled here. You are our health and prosperity. Increase our faith and our joy, our knowledge of You. Not by might or power, but by Your Spirit. We need strengthening for this day, Lord.
Beloved and only begotten son of God, we pray for You to take our needs to the Throne of the Father while we wait on You. Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Thank You and praise Your Holy Name.
Lord bless and protect and put Your life into His Kid’s book.
I’ll be ok…need to be strong for the others who will be gone with me.
M*B, Thanks for going easy on me!
If you could, maybe you might e-mail me?? erunner54@gmail.com I think I need your drive to lose these extra lbs. I’m carrying around!
Holly is always beautiful…true beauty is from the inside and illuminates the outside.
She has always been pretty, but the renewal of her soul has made her beautiful.
Psalm…amen.
Michael, none of my platitudinous, pontificatory advice, - praying, tho
Michael, you are a true gem. Thank you.
Everything will be OK — you’ll see. God has never let you down yet. We’ve been through worse…
I like to listen to John MacArthur while falling asleep at night (I know that sounds terrible, but I enjoy it) and he was talking about adversity and keeping one’s eyes on Him while life seem to be in a freefall. (Later I woke up and he was talking about apostates and Judas; the CD had finished up and had started on the second CD.) Anyway, his point was that in this life we WILL suffer, it’s what we’re called to, and if you’re not currently suffering, just wait, cause you will be soon — but each suffering makes us more like Him.
Tim,
Your sermon was GREAT!! I really, really needed to hear that. That was so edifying this morning — thanks for pointing me that way! I didn’t know you are a pastor. Your congregation is very blessed.
I’m going to go play some Wii tennis and pray. Nice thing about Wii tennis is that the racket always hits the ball right in the sweet spot. So, with Martin Luther’s encouragement that ball is the devil for next half hour. God willing…
Psalm…love it. I’m about to do boxing myself
Erunner,
Sure I can help you with weight loss tips! I’d be glad to. I have a treadmill and elliptical in my house, plus a gym membership — but if you don’t have those things, it is no problem — I have other ideas too. I will email you later this afternoon when I am off work– in a few minutes I will be going into work and then need to go into a meeting.
You can also email me with your questions: makariov at comcast.net. How much weight are you trying to lose?
Blessings to you!
M-bella -
I’m so glad it helped. God bless you today.
Madison Bella,
My prayers are with you. I’ve struggled with a lot of the same issues, although I didn’t have endomitriosis. I had cancer and had had to have a complete hysterectomy, and due to the surgery and the medication, I gained close to 50 lbs. I am so grateful to be alive, but unless someone has struggled with body issues and an eating disorder, they don’t really understand the pain. On top of that, I was in a car accident and was pretty much immobile for 9 months and gained another 50 lbs. It has been a struggle to deal with the same feelings you described - unworthiness and ugliness. It is a daily struggle knowing that I may never lose the 100lbs I’ve gained, but I know God is faithful and loves me in spite of my feelings of unworth.
My prayer for you and myself is that we both are finally able to let go of of our negative body issues and see ourselves as God sees us, beautiful creations. I will also pray that you find relief for your endomitriosis and that God would give wisdom to your doctor.
Wendy
Michael,
Praying for ya!
Lord have mercy this morning on this family..praying this morning with a heavy heart for those here. It makes me sad to see so many people hurting, it seems overwhelming at times.
Nene…how are you feeling? I’ve been praying for your headaches.
Wendy…wow, that is a lot on your plate. Praying for you and Holly this afternoon, and especially that as God heals you you are both able to minister to others who struggle in these areas. Blessings on you both!
Hi Sarah, thank you so much for asking. My headaches have completely gone away, it went on for about a year. I apologize I never said anything, as I remember asking for prayer. Sarah, your next appt is in Jan. no?
Wendy, thank you for sharing your brave journey, it resonated with me. I’m a prednisone gal, and have embraced all things round
Nene…woohoo…adding that to praises! That’s great.
Yep, I have an appointment in January with a neurologist here who is supposed to be really great. We’ll see what she thinks! My headaches have been better this last week or so, but the vision is back to being wacky. Seems to be one or the other
Sarah,
Thanks for your prayers, they are most welcome.
Nene,
It’s been a difficult journey, but I know God is in control, and I loved your statement about embracing all things round…I’m going to use that from now on (I’ll make sure and give you credit)
Sarah, I wish Jan was already here for you..wow.
Wendy, More than likely I stole that from someone else!
Stay around here if you can, you have lots to contribute.
Oh wow, Michael…praying for you today…
Holly, I’ll keep you posted on the book.
Michael-
Petitions ascending for you brother…praying that His perfect timing had this job as a stop-gap for you while an even better fitting job is about to become known to you.
Praying for clear visions of the cross for you through all the fatigue and chatter.
Blessings…
M-Bella & others…praying for all of the other petitions here as well, and that we all hold fast in Him.
I also ask to be added to the list as I will be going in for some more surgery myself on Thursday morning (12/3). Thanks.
http://zoecarnate.wordpress.com/2009/11/30/show-me-where-it-hurts/
I’ve made a bit of contact with the person who is running the project I am trying to get on to. She gave me the name of the person that is sorting people out. I know him. He’s a Brit so we’ve talked a few times.
I have a buddy that is also trying to get on. He’s working through someone that already has my resume and who I’ve spoken with in the past. So..not sure if that’s good news or bad news
Anyway…waiting for info on the phone number or email on the person that I’m supposed to contact.
Feeling kinda sick to my stomach. The project for this client was both the best and worst that I’ve had in my career.
I’m getting frustrated. My industry is about to get $80million worth of stimulus money to fund college training up people into it. There’s industry reports that employers can’t find qualified people. I find that hard to believe…
Some ways…it’s a hell of alot more frustrating when you’re supposed to be believing in a God that’s got your back, than when you’re just believing in “fate” or just going with the flow. At least then you don’t have to wonder if God just doesn’t care or if you’ve done something to piss him off.
prolly regret typing this in a minute…but for now..that’s where I am!
London…it’s honest, and understandable. Will be praying for you.
It was a stupid idea to put a date out there like “by the end of the month”
That never works for me and I just ended up getting my hopes up that maybe…this one time…it would..dumb
getting adjusted to God isn’t easy - I like the O.T. Patriarchs as models a whole lot more than the earthly rewards of the early Church, I think…
local Seattle TV pundit remarking on the police killings asks, “what the h*ll is going on?” - average Joe Blow probably has asked that question (mebbee rhetorically) since The Flood. - trouble is the devil keeps a low profile and we question God…
often nothing made sense to my human viewpoint - Dubai is bankrupt? And the financial world is “shuddering?” Talk about building on the sand - they took it to a new level… maybe we can bail them out, too ….
the fog lifted here finally and there in the sky is a whiz-bang beautiful moon again this evening, which makes up for hiking down the hill to the mailbox and finding they haven’t got here yet (and I’m not going down in the dark with a flashlight…)
somehow I sense that God says to Himself, ‘old girl, you think that moon looks good - you ain’t seen nothing yet.’ Asking Him tonight to send all here some samples.
praying with - God keep all close and comforted this night.
Good ponderings, Psalm.
I read a poem today that talked about Satan being the scatterer. I thought that was a pretty good descriptive.
Praying along with psalmy.
Please keep praying for Michael, the news wasn’t good at all today.
So sorry to hear that, Holly. Have been, and will continue, to pray.
As of Dec 31st, I’m unemployed.
I’ve never been laid off then told I had to stay another month to get severance…
God works all things together…
Michael,
Ok, we’re gonna be praying for early January 2010 employment for ya!
But you do get severance, Michael? And paid through the month of December? That’s a good thing…
I’ll get a weeks pay and benefits for a month.
I’ll take it.
’tis better than nothing.
I’m with Psalmy though, and continuing to pray that something comes quickly in January.
Sarah– keeping your Mom, Dad, you and your siblings in prayer today.
Michael– praise God that you have employment for another month! Praying for provision without lapse for you and yours.
I am thankful to be able to stop in occasionally to see how everyone is doing–I started working full time three weeks ago and, though I’m exhausted and my eyes are fried from screen fatigue, I am grateful for employment.
In real estate there is an expression that every property should be targeted to its “highest and best use.”
All I can ask is that all my many middle-aged under-employed friends (and me too) be led by the Spirit to our “Highest and Best” use.
Wendy,
I can tell from your words that you know what it’s like — you’ve been there, too. It’s such a hard road to travel. Thank you for sharing. Do you ever get sidelined by dark, melancholy moods? I periodically get them, and when I do, it just envelops everything in abject sorrow and despair. Thankfully the dark moods only come every few months, but today is one of those days. This morning a big, black cloud of darkness and sadness descended and it feels like a heavy cloud of despondency and darkness. I’m sad for Michael, terribly depressed about my 20 lbs, the cold weather and wintry shortened days are depressing me, and the holidays are upon us and I miss my sweet grandma so much. She died 2 years ago and the holidays are especially hard. She lived down the street from me, only 5 houses down the block. And she’s gone forever. death is so final.
I have her picture in a memorial brochure I designed for her services, her funeral poem that she loved–
“Remember me when flowers bloom early in the spring
remember me in the fall when you walk through leaves of gold
remember me in the wintertime in the stories that are told…”
The people I love are getting order — there is such a brevity of life, and no one can slow down the clock. My mom and dad, if they live normal life expectancies they have maybe 5-10 years left, at the most 15. Where did all the years go. This life has so much pain and grief in it.
My children who I love more than life are getting older and soon will be flying the coop. Will they move away far for college, will I see them anymore or will they be caught up in their own lives. I want them to be happy but I will miss them so much. For the past 16 years I’ve raised children. What will happen when that phase ends? What comes next when kids grow up? This empty nest syndrome is really hard to go through, and it hasn’t even begun yet! I can barely see throgh the tears. This life has so much pain.
Praying that God will give us joy once again
And especially joy for Michael in his sadness of heart
It is devastating to lose a job.
Holly…I think all of us struggle with that sadness sometimes.
Sometimes I think it is simply a homesickness because we have a taste here of love and of belonging, but just enough of a taste that leaves us knowing there is something more.
We know there is a truer love and a sense of belonging in a way we can only imagine.
We ache for our true home. That is yet another testimony of eternity written on our hearts.
I think this time of year brings that out in a lot of us. For some of us it is because we have tasted of some true joy and happiness at this time, and it is now gone…or at least has changed. For others this time of year is a reminder of pain and hurt.
All the more so, I think L’Engle’s poem above is accurate, and I like how it ends:
“We cannot wait till the world is sane
to raise our songs with joyful voice,
for to share our grief, to touch our pain,
He came with Love: Rejoice! Rejoice!”
Praying for each tonight, for peace, for God’s intervention (London, Michael), for joy and for healing.
Wow, Sarah, you always have the right words of healing and insight. You remind me so much of of Proverbs 25:11 — “A word aptly spoken is like apples of gold in settings of silver.” I’ve watched you zero in on the root cause of what people post here….you have such a sharp, keen insight. You put into precise words what I felt in my heart, but couldn’t find words to express:
…
“Sometimes I think it is simply a homesickness because we have a taste here of love and of belonging, but just enough of a taste that leaves us knowing there is something more. We know there is a truer love and a sense of belonging in a way we can only imagine. We ache for our true home. That is yet another testimony of eternity written on our hearts.”
Thank you, Sarah.
I called the insurance today with my weekly request for them to take responsibility. Today they said they will call me tomorrow So maybe they are going to take responsibility and make an offer.
so
1) pray the other party has adequate insurance
2) pray for the insurance adjuster to understand what is at stake for me, and to be understanding of my situation and to have compassion and be willing to come to a reasonable settlement without me having to resort to a long legal battle.
My injuries were severe, I almost lost my leg, and I don’t know if I will ever be pain free from the injury, and the medical cost alone looks like it is going to be over $50,000. There is a lot at stake, and with the bills mounting I am under pressure, so should they make an offer I need prayer that I will keep a clear head and make good decisions.
I am still laid up and have not to returned to caring for Debbie yet, and if can’t return to caring for Debbie the annual cost of an attendant will be around $150,000 a year, which would wipe us out is short order.
I would not have made it, if not for all the help people have given me by taking care of Debbie for the last two months and while they don’t read PP, I owe them a huge debt of gratitude. If I had, had to hire a 24/7 attendant I would have already gone under.
So even though I was severely injured, and had to endure some of the worse and long lasting pain I have ever been though, I have been through four lawsuits, and the last thing I want to do is get a lawyer and go into a prolonged legal battle. Four lawsuits is enough for one life time. Actually one lawsuit is more than enough for one lifetime So I really just want to settle. If you have ever gone through the legal process of a lawsuit to the end, you know why I just want to settle. But there is much at stake and I need prayer that my aversion to a legal battle does not lead me to make a poor decision.
So I guess I am asking for an insurance company to be compassionate and that rates up there with parting the Red Sea, but that is what I am asking for. Pray that they will do the right thing without adding a bundle of stress to my life.
thanks in advance for your prayers dmw
Praying, John. Praying that God will be strong on your behalf and a solution will be found.
praying for Michael and DMW.
John, if they make an offer, I think that there’s at least one lawyer guy that won’t charge you to talk over your options.
Ya know?????
Use that number…(just don’t tell him I volunteered him)
Michael I hope it helps God be with you.
Prayer places us in the presence of God. It humbles us and settles our weary spirits.
Lord,
So many needs. So many people represented here. We could become overwhelmed, but are not. These are Your people. These are Your battles. We lay before You and moan, wait and trust. Thank You that it is all Yours and we are just passing thru. Help us remember that when we are laid low and don’t know what is next or what to do You do. Still our thoughts and our actions. Give clarity and direction. Change our focus, remove fear and anxiety. Dry our tears. Grant us favor, compassion, rest.
Hold me/us-each one-close as a child in the arms of their Daddy. (Many of us don’t know what that is like on this earth. I love it when I feel it from You).
Psalm 24
1 The earth is the LORD’S, and all it contains,
The world, and those who dwell in it.
2 For He has founded it upon the seas
And established it upon the rivers.
3 Who may ascend into the hill of the LORD?
And who may stand in His holy place?
4 He who has clean hands and a pure heart,
Who has not lifted up his soul to falsehood
And has not sworn deceitfully.
5 He shall receive a blessing from the LORD
And righteousness from the God of his salvation.
6 This is the generation of those who seek Him,
Who seek Your face–even Jacob. Selah.
7 Lift up your heads, O gates,
And be lifted up, O ancient doors,
That the King of glory may come in!
8 Who is the King of glory?
The LORD strong and mighty,
The LORD mighty in battle.
9 Lift up your heads, O gates,
And lift them up, O ancient doors,
That the King of glory may come in!
10 Who is this King of glory?
The LORD of hosts,
He is the King of glory. Selah.
Glenda, good lady that works closely with me has had a double whammy come to her home. Sunday morning her daughter-in-law died inexplicably in her sleep. She was 33 years old and had a one year old baby with her husband Erik. The baby is staying with Glenda and the family is devastated.
How a young family suddenly and without explanation finds itself without a mother and wife is unfathomable to me.
Secondly, The next day, Glenda who has been dying from scleroderma had an experimental drug used for cancer taken away from her. The drug that reversed much of the damage of scleroderma was denied her by the health plan she is on. She had a hearing several months ago by the board and was accepted to take the treatment but they canceled her appointment on Monday and denied her coverage.
With the death in her family, how can she deal with this outrage at the same time? God give her grace.
Please pray for Glenda, her son Erik who lost his wife and the rest of their family.
Thank you
KB
Wow, so very sorry to that Puzzletop. I cannot imagine having to deal with that and the added grief of it coming right at Christmas. Will be praying for this family.
A friend of mine from here in TN (now lives in TX) just lost her dad this morning. He died completely unexpectedly. Her name is Teresa.
Praying for Glenda & Teresa.
“10 Who is this King of glory?
The LORD of hosts,
He is the King of glory. Selah.”
amen, SisterD -
“7 Lift up your heads, O gates,
And be lifted up, O ancient doors,
That the King of glory may come in!”
amen again
reading the posts and praying this AM
Here is what happened with my friend:
“my mom was walking my dad to the car to take him to an appt w/the dr. he had surgery on his knee a few wks ago. he fell and then died. pray for her as she is reeling from what happened. she is staying w/a friend today. she doesn’t even know if she can sleep at home tonite. thank you my sweet friends.”
Praying
Please pray for my uncle Mike. Hes in ccu with a heart attack. He has emphezema too. he’s in critical condition
London,
Praying!
Wow. There is so much grief and pain around right now.
Father…hold these dear ones close.
Be with Mike…please heal and restore and give the drs wisdom. Be with all his family, give comfort and the peace that comes with the awareness of Your presence. Be there, in their midst, and may they know You there.
Father, be with Glenda. Hold her up, ease her pain physically and Father please make a way for her to have the medications she needs. More deeply, though, hold close her heart and that of her son and grandbaby. I cannot imagine the pain in that household, but in their midst move by Your SPirit. Protect them that they may mourn in peace. Give them grace in these moments and somehow may the greatness of Your coming speak some comfort to them.
Father, be with Teresa and her family, especially her mom. To have someone taken like Glenda’s daughter-in-law or Teresa’s dad…so suddenly with no explanantion. Be with them. Again, guard and protect that they can mourn in peace. There are not words to pray, but hear the groanings of our hearts as we see in these brothers and sisters pain and grief and the hurt of walking this planet. Bring Your presence among them, because that is the only peace and comfort in the midst of these things.
Keep us mindful to lift these up today, Father….
emotional roller coaster day.
Got a note today from a recruiter who wants to offer his services to help me get on board this project. Funny thing is, months ago, the gal that’s running this project referred me to him. We talked, he made all kinds of noise about how my resume was so good, and that she would never have referred me if I wasn’t really good…blah, blah, blah…and “I’m sure we’ll be able to place you”.
Ironically, he’s also the same guy that my old company was using to get me recruited onto a project. Ended up that it would have been to replace my buddy who worked for me. He got fired because of his loyalty to me (common…get rid of people loyal to the old manager)
Now…my buddy has also referred me to this guy as a way to get back on at this client.
Maybe third times a charm huh??
London, maybe your old employer has a contract with this recruiter and they’re going to go thru him, cuz he’s already been paid to find their new employees - maybe… dunno… just very paranoid person speaking here… corporations are powerful, short-sighted and dumb; run by the best of the best at CYA-ing and that’s what wrong with ‘merica today…
praying still
Nyah Psalms, it’s not like that…
So I talked with the recruiter guy, who I really liked. Very comfortable conversation.Laid back, easy going guy who I could definately see myself working for NO PROBLEM!
He offered me very sweet $/benefit deal.
He just has to find a project to place me on somewhere.
He’s forwarding my resume to the guy sorting the one project and he’s going to a party on Weds. with some of the Mgt. team of my old client. Some of them I worked for, and some worked for me oddly enough.
So, if you guys could pray that some successful connection happens and that employment comes my way as a result of this, that’d be great.
This feels ok to me. Don’t want to get my hopes up only to have them dashed again. Just hoping to find some favor with the folks I used to work with/for.
Then I’d know God was involved.
just kidding….sorta
Praying now, London. Truly hope something just right comes and comes quickly.
Praying you all above…
Hi everyone
I don’t know if I shared all the details of what is at stake right now. But my wife’s bedroom has about $20,000 worth of equipment built in, and without it I would not be able to care for her. I know her, and I know if she ends up in a county nursing home with ambulatory dementia patents she won’t live more than a few weeks. To loose our house would be a death sentence for her, and that would be a death sentence for me.
I just found out that the person who ran the red light and hit me is under-insured. His insurance won’t even pay half the medical bills from this accident. If I don’t find a solution — well I cannot even entertain that possibility.
I think i have uninsured coverage, but I am not sure that includes -underinsured.
Please pray that I am covered.
dmw - I have no strength to even pray right now. I ask again to be carried by your prayers.
Praying, John.
Praying John and will lift you up tonight at men’s study.
My cousin called and said his dad has emphezema, bronchitis and pneumonia. His lungs are only working about 20%. He’s intubated.
The left side of his heart isn’t working and his heart capacity is only 20% right now too.
Not good.
Madison Bella,
I could write a book about the deep despair and melancholy moods that have been part of my life, BUT I know God is with us, in the midst of the despair even if we can’t feel him. My prayer is that in those times, you would feel his loving arms around you, and know that there are people praying for you.
My wonderful and amazing 21 year old son is struggling with the darkness and pain now - he’s been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and panic and anxiety disorder. The depression part of the bipolar disorder is the hardest thing to deal with, and it hurts to see the light so dim in his eyes. It’s been so hard to watch him go from a hard-working college student to not being able to get out of bed. As a parent, the pain of not being able to make it all go away is almost unbearable. I say almost, because I know even in the dark times, Jesus is here, holding me up and being my strength.
I will be lifting all of you up in prayer tonight, for all the requests posted. God Bless everyone of you.
Deadman, joining with everyone else here praying still for you folks - and for the list, also - coming against the work of the destroyer, the hater of men in the name of King Jesus - the Christ
DMW: Praying for all people and all facets of your trial to be subject to the Lord’s influence, guidance and intervention as need be.
I believe uninsured/under insured are covered together as a standard package when it comes to auto insurance.
Michael, that happened to me when our division was basically shut down. I wound up being one of the few people who kept working hard during that time, so that was a good witness.
Also, believe it or not, several years later I wound up doing contract work on that same project, and that work has lasted for several years now.
I pray that this will turn out to be a blessing to you. As a friend told me at the time, being laid off is greatly underrated.
Wendy,
I had a friend once who was bipolar; he moved away and we lost contact, but he really, really struggled. He would be fine and happy one day, and then fly into an awful rage the next day. The hi’s and low’s were incredible. Sometimes he’d switch gears mid-day even. It must be awful to watch your son go through that. It must be awful for yor *son.* I can’t imagine not having stable moods. His blood pressure must be very erratic. My friend’s b.p. was.
I used to have depression, but in recent years it has gotten much better. Now, whereas much of the time I was melancholy in the past, nowadays most of the time I am the opposite: happy/cheerful and with a positive outlook 95% of the time — but 5% of the time I have these terrible black, melancholy moods. And it’s really, really weird because almost always my dark moods happen on a day when it’s overcast or especially cold, and almost always during winter. It’s just the most bizarre predicament!!
I’ve actually plotted it out on a calendar and it *always* happens when the weather is bad. I rarely have depression during the summer or spring, or when it’s a sunny day. One of those weird quirks.
I think the sun has some sort of healing quality to it.
ok…so to make the day even better..now I think we may be making a trip to the ER with my mom. ugggh
Oh London … praying ….
DMW,
Joining all the others in prayer on your behalf.
DMW,
I pray that somehow you can feel the presence of Jesus in the midst of all this, and that He bring you peace, hope and empowerment for this next hour, and the one after that, and the one after that…
London,
Praying for you the same as well.
It’s a crappy night, plenty of challenging news for some of us… I just got word one of my aunts, a sweet and kind and gentle, yet strong woman, has a cancer diagnosis. My extended NCal family is surrounding her with love and encouragement and now it’s us kids (yeah, 50 year olds, still a bunch of kids… right) who are sharing texts and emails to encourage each other.
In all this sadness there is something far reaching, profound, a sense that we’re united in these challenges, united by our suffering and hope in eternity and in the presence of Jesus, even if we do not feel or sense Him, or our hearts are too heavy to utter a word. Family (I consider each and every one of you readers and posters and lurkers as part of a huge extended and fragile human family) I want to say this from my heart… it’s OK, Jesus has done a great job of standing in the gap, not only about sin, but about loneliness, despair and hopelessness.
May we all rest in Him, the best we can, as imperfectly as we shall.
Father, have mercy,
Jesus, have mercy,
Spirit, have mercy
“Blessed Jesus, blessed Jesus, thou hast bought us; thine we are”
God keep all close and comforted this night
so many needs this season, so many reasons to be on our knee’s.
praying for you all.
thanks…
at least it looks like we won’t be going to the ER so that’s good news.
What a day….
London,
whew!
Wendy,
My dad was diagnosed with manic depression in his fifties, several years after my folks finally divorced. Mom had reached out to his family multiple times for help, to see if they could intervene, but because we lived in separate towns, my dad’s family didn’t see the mood swings my mom did (or us kids did). Not until my parents divorced and dad moved back to his hometown did my uncle and others finally see for themselves what she was talking about.
My growing up was painful and confusing much of the time. But once my uncle began to intervene, it would take my dad close to 15 years to finally get on medications to stabalize his mood swings. Dad simply liked his mania phases…he said his mind flowed with creativity and he didn’t want to lose those moments.
Two years ago this Christmas when dad was in a manic phase, his family finally gave him the ultimatum to either start taking medication or to leave the house…he was causing too much heartache and strife for the others. It was an act of “tough love”…he left and for close to 4 weeks, we did not know where he was or if he even had a warm place to stay. I became depressed for him and worried if his basic needs were even being met.
Then one day, the police called my uncle…dad had been hanging out in a local grocery store looking and examining all the meats for hours and hours. By that point, my uncle said it had looked like my dad had gone on very little sleep for weeks and his mind simply couldn’t “relax” or “calm down”. Fortunately, my uncle had done work behind the scenes to be able to baker-act my dad and got him to the VA hospital. He was given medication and finally, finally agree to give this medication a try. Trying to get the right medicine levels hasn’t been easy–he’s had some ticks, but he’s getting there and has been balanced since his last episode two years ago. He’ll be 71 in January. I only wish he had allowed himself to be helped sooner.
My uncle turned me on to an excellent book called “An UnQuiet Mind” by Kay Jamison. I’ve read it several times over the years when my dad has gone through these episodes. Kay Jamison suffers from manic depression and is a Professor of Psychiatry at the John Hopkins School of Medicine. The book helped me understand a first hand, candid perspective of her illness—the “exhilarating highs and catastrophic depressions that afficted her, and many of her patients” as well as “revealing both its terrors and the cruel allure that at times propmpted her to resist taking medication.”
I hope this helps. Your son will be in my prayers and that he allows you to help him through his journey. Welcome to the blog, Wendy.
~Mary
Great words, Mary. This is why I love this place.
Praying for each today.
I’m out with a sick boy and my vision bothering me today so I’ll be offline. Lifting you all up though…
Please pray for our precious sweet Bella (our puppy) — this morning I discovered a medium-sized lump on her right shoulder blade. It really concerns me because one of our rescued dogs, Samson (a black Lab) died of bone cancer a few yrs ago after I discovered some masses/lumps under his fur. Bella is *so* dear to us — we love her so much, she’s part of our family, please pray her lump is nothing. I’m also worried because we’ve had alot of really big car repair bills lately (and it’s going back in the shop again tomorrow, they can’t figure out why the check engine light won’t go off) and the thought of more massive vet bills scares me. Please pray for Gid;’s help in this — for health for Bella (and all our pets) and for no more car repair bills.
Thank you God for another glorious day of sunshine in beautiful New Mexico.
Wendy, I just read about your son. I am so sorry for what he is experiencing and for you as well. I pray that God would do a mighty work in the life of your son and the entire family.
mk, Thank you for sharing about your father. I’m happy he’s in a good place now and that God would grant him many more years. Your Uncle seems like an amazing person.
I feel the need to leave the blog for awhile, but taking the prayer list with me. All is well on my end - except my priorities. Time to feed on the Word and pray more.
Thanks, Sarah and Erunner. Your right, E, my uncle is an amazing… it’s a true act of love to stick by someone’s side who doesn’t even want your help. My uncle’s perseverance finally paid off after much heartache, trust me! And our family is so grateful for all his efforts. My dad is a very special man whom I love very much and I’m thankful he is doing so well.
Psalm, you will be missed and I totally get what you need to do. Enjoy time in the Good Book and come back refreshed!
Psalmy…you are deeply loved, and will be missed until you return
Evening Prayer
In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen
Opening sentences
My soul waits for the Lord
more than those
who watch for the morning,
more than those
who watch for the morning.
Call: Out of the depths I have cried to You.
Response: O Lord, hear my voice.
Call: With my whole heart I want to praise You.
Response: O Lord, hear my voice.
Call: If you, Lord, should mark iniquities:
Response: Who could stand? who could stand?
I will wait for the Lord.
My soul waits,
and in His word
do I hope.
Expressions of faith
Lord, You have always given
bread for the coming day;
and though I am poor,
today I believe.
Lord, You have always given
strength for the coming day;
and though I am weak,
today I believe.
Lord, You have always given
peace for the coming day;
and though of anxious heart,
today I believe.
Lord, You have always kept
me safe in trials;
and now, tried as I am,
today I believe.
Lord, You have always marked
the road for the coming day;
and though it may be hidden,
today I believe.
Lord, You have always lightened
this darkness of mine;
and though the night is here,
today I believe.
Lord, You have always spoken
when time was ripe;
and though you be silent now,
today I believe.
Madison, praying.
Sarah, praying for you and your son.
I’m off the rest of the day. Blessings, all.
Lord, Jesus. So many needs. Hear Your children. Help.
In Your precious holy name.
Interview tomorrow for a possible short term gig in the Northeast US.
brrrrrrr but Yay!
We’ll see…
Isaiah 45:3
3 “I will give you the treasures of darkness,
riches stored in secret places,
so that you may know that I am the LORD,
the God of Israel, who summons you by name.”
Bless us, Lord.
I Chro. 4:10
10 “Now Jabez called on the God of Israel, saying, “Oh that You would bless me indeed and enlarge my border, and that Your hand might be with me, and that You would keep me from harm that it may not pain me!” And God granted him what he requested.”
Cover Your intercessors, Lord. Protect us from attack that we will not be distracted from prayer needs around us. Remove Sarah’s afflictions. Fill Ps. 62 as she pursues You. Supply the needs for all those who come here to pray for others and share their needs.
Make us concentrate on the blessings You have promised those who are Yours and not carry the load of troubles we too many times claim instead. As I think of my own children and how I want to comfort and bless them I am awe struck to think You feel much more strongly those things for us. Thank You, Lord.
Have mercy on these hurting, broken hearted families.
A new day. We wake this morning in many ways. Jarringly by the alarm clock, slowly by a shake from a loved one or more gently by the calling of the Holy Spirit to our soul. We wake to many things before us-some mundane others shattering.
Let us rejoice that we wake,
Let us rejoice that we are Yours, Lord.
Let us rejoice.
Remind of that our joy is in You.
Remind us that we are Yours.
Remind us that we may be the only person in someones path today who needs Your hope.
Remind us that You are in control when we feel the wolf at the door.
Fill us Lord.
Hold us close.
Open our eyes to more than ourselves.
I bow down.
You alone are worthy.
Praise, glory and honor are Yours.
Praying for Dusty and TonyP today along with needs here.
Amen, SisterD
Amen, SisterD.
Today I awakened thanking God for His mercy—seven years ago this morning, Kurt underwent the successful retraction of a lime-sized brain tumor. He never needed radiation or chemo. His language is fully in tact. Today we have a healthy, vibrant 13 year old who loves life. We also rejoice that his new meds continue to work…he’s been seizure-free approximatley 9 months now! Thank you all who have prayed for him. This community carried us through a frightening time last year.
Blessings this day, everyone.
Thank You, Lord, for the young man Kurt has become and will grow into. Thank You for his parents and their faith in You. And thank You for the faithful who have prayed for him. Bless this family.
Praying for you all tonight, May the morning be full of expectation and wonder as we worship our Lord.
Updates from me:
1) My uncle Mike was extubated today (took the breathing tube out). He got to spend time with his family. My aunt said he was being silly and goofing around with all of them! YAY!
The lung docs said that they will wait for a couple more days, until Tues, before taking him to the cardiac area and start seeing what damage there was to his heart.
Very happy news for all of us! Thanks for your continuing prayers.
2) Interview went really well! It’s a contract job in the NE part of the US. It sounds like a great gig for me because it’s a combination of duties, not just project management, but some consulting stuff too. Good stuff I think.
I’m hoping to get an interview with the client some time next week.
Please pray that goes well and I can start working SOON. I’m really, really, really ready to get back to work. Just need a project to work on.
3) New thing…Have a pretty sure opportunity to go work with a friend of my families on 2 mission trips next year. She is starting a ministry with spanish speaking women(she’s columbian).
She’s asked me to be involved and go with her to Guatemala in July and Nicaragua in October. Need to get a job to be able to fund myself on those two trips.
Have no idea what I’d be doing…but…unless comes up where I’m specifically told not to, I’m going. Need to figure out what it is I’m supposed to do once I get there…
Thanks